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kesbeaconI'm absolutely whacked! And on Sunday I get to take a 10 hour coach journey with two changes to go back to my job on Monday, where I will have to... go in early due to the peculiar confluence of circumstances that would otherwise give me half an hour to process the whole month's overtime. So I'm probably getting some overtime pay.
I'm really nervous about going back to my job. It's not an easy job (and it pays shit) and before Christmas I had a whole pile of stress about my performance. I know I'll be going back to the busy time as well so that makes it worse. I've been wiping myself out on walks and artwork lately and I'm really not sure I have the gas in the tank to work, and run all my games, and wrangle my landlord.
Being A Physical Wreck Of A Human Suuuucks.
I'm really nervous about going back to my job. It's not an easy job (and it pays shit) and before Christmas I had a whole pile of stress about my performance. I know I'll be going back to the busy time as well so that makes it worse. I've been wiping myself out on walks and artwork lately and I'm really not sure I have the gas in the tank to work, and run all my games, and wrangle my landlord.
Being A Physical Wreck Of A Human Suuuucks.
